My true story begins many years ago, in fact many decades ago, for now I'll start about 4-5 months ago. Today: May 29 / 2017. I had an inkling something might happen but I had no idea of the extent. Bluntly, I was forced out of my home, town, province, and life, I trekked out on a cross- country pilgrimage of epic portions. All of this is my story and my story to sum it up in one word is Epic. Who Am I? I am FtM transgender male heterosexual and have been steady for as long as I can think, that is I am attracted to women only, (however I am Forever Married to the Cause and my Union is Faithful, Loyal and Eternal.) I have been steady unwavering in my FtM gender identity for over 6 years and before that I was always attracted to women just had no idea what the heck the world was all about. I am chimeric and have a genetic chromosomal mosaic rarely documented or even confirmed in many others. Often misrepresented as some kind of alternative medicine or mental case this physiology almost never gets the kind of validation from people and as I have experienced people can even blatantly lie to deny chimeric people their birthrights and human rights. I have faced heavy discrimination, harassment, and what can only amount to hate crimes both recently and in the past. My prior life which previously seemed quite hopeful has fallen under the dark feet of ignorance, my way in this world has turned corrupt. I am left nearly destitute but with an amazing set of skills, talents, dreams, and promise. I cannot believe it has arrived at this. I was on a road towards greatness and something nasty and hate filled set out to change that result. Looking to rebuild, facing once again an uphill struggle and the situation is dire.
What is the Cause? To me? The Cause is what I have and will Devote my Life to, ie: for a godly woman, the Cause is something worth fighting for. The Cause is My Life and My Life For the Cause. It is what I fight for, it is my dream and my intuitive inspiration, my drive, my determination and the place I call home. Although I am bordering the lands of homelessness and total loss, I consider the Cause My Long Lost Home and I will return there one day once my pilgrimage has reached the shore of the ocean of my mind that says I have fulfilled the promise I set out to make.
My pilgrimage so far totaled 2000 miles by vehicle and 400 in between km on foot. Epic.
My Color is Always,
As Deep As the Ocean,
As Limitless As the Sea;
Where I Am,
You Will Never Find Me;
Love Can Only Be Found,
Once All the Hate is Ground;
My Heart Once A Spanish Song,
Now Very Calm, Under a Straet Narrow and Long;
My Mind Clear, My Conscience Near,
And When I Meet You Again,
I Will Greet You Old Friend,
For My Shelter was Always Here.
-- Shane Lucas, Visionary, Poet, Renaissance Man, Dreamer
REVELATIONS 1
Revelation 1New International Version (NIV)
Prologue1 The revelation from Jesus Christ, which God gave him to show his servants what must soon take place. He made it known by sending his angel to his servant John, 2 who testifies to everything he saw—that is, the word of God and the testimony of Jesus Christ. 3 Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near.
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